someone i adore..someone in me...inspired me..

Have u heard about ''listening to your own thought bout yourself''? i got that words by my bestie and i dunnoe what urge me to find that thought i have in me..it's just like an inspiration she said..something that inspired your own self even with what people give u or some kind of sharing they taught u..but there'll be someone inside u that will always inspired u with thing neither u or other couldn't think about.. and my thought for my own self about my imperfectness is, i am unique..because of my sweet imperfectness, i am different from others..and by that thought, i started to enjoy myself more than everyone else could..

after i reflect back what i've heard from others bout me..and what is their possible thought of me..i asked myself, what else should i do to make everyone satisfied with what i have and with what i do? what is the thing they really want from me for them to accept me the way i am? and yes, that kind of question sometimes could bring me down cause i'm too busy stressing myself to impress others than to enjoy the blessing God gave me..

i'm too busy collecting others personality just to make it one of mine without realize that i got my own and that's unique. i always searching for someone that could give me a lil inspiration, i think, to make me whom i suppose to be..




but then..after a kind lil sharing i got bout that 'self thought', i started to find the answer in me..and amazingly, i found it all just by searching the deep self of me. And now i know how to thanks God for every blessing He gave me..

And last night, my friend who's name is Tiffany (i called her Tiff), said that every 'something' we got, we have to lose something..and then i realize 1 more thing. God always replace something better to us..even if we lose something that might be important, He will replace it with something better. and that's a kinda sharing from her that she might not know im paying attention on that words she said.


Now, let us listen to our own thought about our own self without thinking bout other's thought. did yourself really criticized you? did yourself really annoying you? well..we all might have different thought but as for me, i found someone much more better than the other people in me. MYSELF.. yes, i found myself in me..my own personality.. without knowing i have it all, i criticized myself..torturing myself..and blaming me for being me.. but i got no worries anymore towards people's thought of me cause i have something better for myself.. no one could really appreciate you than yourself.. that's inspired me the most. Start to enjoy every inches of you cause we are unique in our own ways.. don't let people look down on you or judge you by seeing you different from them cause they might not perfect either!

keep a good look on yourself. Know that God made no mistake while creating you..be willing to accept yourself..and sorry to say that now, i am more inspired by my own self than other. and i realize that someone i really adore for making me who i am today is me, myself. others may give some inspiration and motivated me, no doubt bout that..but it's me who made a decision of being me myself. Many thanks to people around me that teach me about facing all the dramas in life..they taught me so much..and i thank myself for being someone that appreciate me more than others will do..




Hope that this lil sharing could give some inspiration..i'll update soon with much more sharing..^^, till then..just be yourself cause you never know how desperately people wanna be just like you...be thankful..*LOVE