...~ nothing is right when everything wrong ~...

s0metimes, it is hard to tell someone bout what we felt bout them...or what we've g0in through...we tend to hide our feeling and keep it to ourselves...but we didn't realize that emotion get burst when it kept much longer...but no matter how hard we try to hide it, there'll be someone that could see what we're going through, perfectly...and when they ask us, we denied it...the question is, f0r h0w long we should keep it to ourselves? sometimes it is good to let somebody know but for some people, they're afraid to show their feeling to others...and i perfectly understand that kind of feeling....

me too, honestly, that kind of person...i can't talk too much bout what i felt inside..it is n0t because of i don't want to but s0metimes we feel that way because we afraid of our own feeling...just like me...most of the time, i don't have a courage to let someone know what i feel towards them because i'm afraid of what i feel...but i do want them to know actually....

especially to this one person...i really want him to know what i felt inside but i just don't know how to tell him...when he ask me what's wrong i just said that nothing is wrong and everything ok...but sometimes it isn't..i just don't want him to be worry bout me..but no matter how i tried to hide it, he always know...and that's what made him so special....^^,

there's a lot of things i want to share with him but i just don't know how to tell him because i already get use by keeping my feeling to myself...and yes, i'm not ok with the fact that you're with her but i don't really care bout it cause i know your heart is mine...and honestly, i am totally terrified to let you go..because, what if i never found someone like you again? and every time i think of her, i have this weird feeling...yes, i'm jealous but i'm sure that your love for me is true...i cried when i miss you so much...and i can't stop thinking bout you every single day cause i miss you every second...

but there is one thing that i'll never stop telling you...i heart you so much...and will always do...i promise and will never let go of that promise...^^,